Sad day.

Today is a real sad day for me. Primarily sad because 'Laila' screwed up my plans. Plans of my trip to digha. We were all set but since the word ‘almost’ hasn’t left me as yet, so basically I’m here while the world rejoices. Not all parts of the world. Especially not AP. So I won’t be whining about ‘Laila’ anymore.
Instead, let me tell you how the primary reason drew other tributaries towards it. First of all, I broke the golden rule that must be followed on all sad days. I switched on the radio in my phone. Its strange how this works but seriously the radio understands your mood and mercilessly heightens it rather than moderating it. All the stations were in full gloom at that point of time and it all became even worse. No matter where I went, they all seemed the same. After some time, one of them played a cheerful new song but by then the damage had been done. Even the cheerful ones seemed dim now.
Next, I tried calling up my didi urging her to pay me a visit along with my sweet bhagna. That didn’t work out. More gloom. Next, came my favorite aunts. They were busy too. Even more gloom. It’s too bad a day. And now memories are flooding my top shelf. Memories of how my friends and I would laze around on such a day. And now not even a single one is near me: the ones I could bank upon for such a disastrous day. I miss them so much today, the bunch of my favorite fools – jaju, bua,lalaji,chiro n chulku. Not that I don’t have other friends but they are too busy with their own stuff. Which brings me to the reason why I’m so sad, depressed n lonely today. I don’t know if He can hear me, but if He can, I just request Him to send over a couple of great friends this instant. :)
Sorry, there’s no inbuilt message in this post which could cause a deep impact. Just my sadness. I just wonder how many people are just as sad as me. Do you also wonder?? Then I wonder why you wonder?? Only He knows. And since that ‘delve into insight’ or ‘connect with your inner self ’ bullshit isn’t working for me right now , I’ll just leave it here, giving u and myself some more time to wonder or wander or whatever..